Saturday, February 7, 2009

you and i.

SOMETIMES YOU MAKE ME SO MAD! ..




but at the end of the day, all that matters is that
i got you, and you got me. We have each other.
and that i love you ♥


you and i.

SOMETIMES YOU MAKE ME SO MAD! ..




but at the end of the day, all that matters is that
i got you, and you got me. We have each other.


Wednesday, February 4, 2009

long way to happy.

You are so confusing, its sad how bitter sweet we've started to become. After how many months of this and that, yet some how we just can't manage to see eye to eye. Maybe we've hit rock bottom or maybe this is just the start to a new beginning. As corny as this sounds, "only time will tell" and i strongly believe that. I find myself constantly playing stupid songs that consist of heartbreak and denial, it's actually pretty pathetic to be honest. I really and truly want to stray away from this thing that we've called a relationship, but for some reason its so hard too. Sometimes you just don't seem to realize how much the words that you throw at me actually hurt. But then again i start to realize that maybe the sound of silence is much more needed in regards to not just me, but you as well. You may not notice it, but little acts that you do and even the tone of your voice start to make me want to find a new path that may not lead to us being happy.

Monday, February 2, 2009

just dosen't matter anymore.

fuck everything
fuck what we had
fuck what we couldn't have
fuck what we could of had.

Because sometimes i just have too much to say

LOL okay, well i finally decided to make one.

I think just because i constantly find myself having just too much to say sometimes and half the time i only get to say about a quarter of what needs to be said out of my mouth. Ugh i don't know if that makes sense or not but whatev.

So i already find second semester completely boring. Math first? definitely not an ideal start to my day. Followed by business and yearbook, not really much to complain about.

OU and i got my acceptance for college that i have beeeeen waiting for (:
I know i shouldn't start slacking now, but its so tempting not to. -_-"
Because i know for a fact if i indeed do start slacking, it'll just become
a habit so i'll try to stray away from that path.

ANYWAYS i don't know i guess this is just one of my many word vomit posts,
if i ever get back to this
-.-"