long way to happy.

You are so confusing, its sad how bitter sweet we've started to become. After how many months of this and that, yet some how we just can't manage to see eye to eye. Maybe we've hit rock bottom or maybe this is just the start to a new beginning. As corny as this sounds, "only time will tell" and i strongly believe that. I find myself constantly playing stupid songs that consist of heartbreak and denial, it's actually pretty pathetic to be honest. I really and truly want to stray away from this thing that we've called a relationship, but for some reason its so hard too. Sometimes you just don't seem to realize how much the words that you throw at me actually hurt. But then again i start to realize that maybe the sound of silence is much more needed in regards to not just me, but you as well. You may not notice it, but little acts that you do and even the tone of your voice start to make me want to find a new path that may not lead to us being happy.